Well, he really is confirming his affair isn't he?
It was pretty obvious in Jay Z's new album '4:44', that the rapper was finally addressing his extramarital affair, but in this new interview?
He doesn't hold back!
While discussing his marriage to Beyonce, Jay said:
“This is my real life. I just ran into this place and we built this big, beautiful mansion of a relationship that wasn’t totally built on the 100 percent truth and it starts cracking,”
“Things start happening that the public can see. Then we had to get to a point of ‘OK, tear this down and let’s start from the beginning.’ It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done.”
He further explained a time that he recognized as the turning point in their relationship:
“I was on a boat, and I had the best time,”
“I was like, ‘Man, this is great.’ Then she had to leave. I was, like, crushed. ‘Man, I don’t even feel like this. What is happening to my body right now?’ I don’t even feel like this. Did I just say, ‘Don’t leave?’”
“We’ve been in that space where we just got to the place that in order for this to work, it can’t be fake—not once. I’m not saying it wasn’t uncomfortable because obviously it was, but because we’ve been doing it for so long it was less uncomfortable,”